The grief of parting was not new to me, but there had been no grief to compare with the absolute loss I felt with the death of my soul mate, my lover, my best friend, my husband - Jeff. At times the ravages of pain upon my mind and heart left me exhausted. It was the humanness of him, no longer accessible, that drove me to moments of utter loneliness, of gut-wrenching pain. Little things would suddenly trigger the pain and bring tears streaming down my face. Little things such as only one tooth brush in the bathroom and the memory of his laughter. The grief, frightening in its intensity, left me emotionally naked and raw. Doubts of long held beliefs tugged at my mind, challenged my fast held truths, my courage. But from deep within the heart a voice whispered. Almost against my rebelling will, my spirit took its first tentative step upon its new path of growth. My embarkation on a new life had begun. I was to learn that even in death there can be joy; that love cannot die; th . CLICK HERE TO START DOWNLOAD